deDRUdeli

last weekend on 20th and 21st was a hectic weekend….yup my parents and my lil sis was away to my dad’s family day…so i left alone…yeeeesssss….on saturday was jalut and fazrina’s wedding….kahwin juga dorang…they were my classmates when i was at SMTM….to Jalut and Faz…congrats….may ur marriage be the happiest one….after that i went to Shah Alam…grouping with my coursemates…berat sungguh nak gerak dari wedding jalut tu…sebab jumpa budak lama2…effa, rubiah, ngan syafira…ramai lagi but it’s my responsibility to go to shah alam and finish the report….the report didnt finish so i went to back to kl and arrived at tmn melawati around 11 something, go out and have a late evening drink with my mates….bara and deris….planning for our day tomorrow…tomorrow bara’ and amy….ooo who is amy…amy’s bara new girlfriend….comelnyee~~~~~….that would i say about amy….at least when bara with amy…i could see him in more happier mood that before…before this he would put his long tiring face, drink his teh tarik and no selera with food…tak nak makan but since he with amy…i could see him changing to his old self…thanks for amy…ok here the sunday’s plan….first go breakfast with bara….buy flowers and gifts for idris and also kuti’s convo….but first thing go to another mate wedding…haaaaaaaaaaaa….another wedding….semua nak kahwin….deris nak kahwin bara nak kahwin aku bile lagi…..aaaaaaaaaa….then we (me, bara and amy) racing with time…bought all the things that we need for deris and kuti’s convo…we have a good time at last i have my own convocation….with an UIA robe ….hahahhahahaha….wasnt expecting that…this some pictures from uia convo….

for a special request….naresa the girl that i never meet but i think i knew her long way back….i hope our friendship will last…the girl that i want to meet but other commitment makes this meeting so far away…but someday…i hope we could see each other and knew more about us….from deDRUdeli….ooouuuuuuuttttt

right now…i’m using my uncle’s computer in shah alam….yup that’s right…i in shah alam….living with my uncle for awhile before i find a room to rent near my new office…u heard me right…i have resigned my previous job and now my new job in shah alam…seksyen 13 near the stadium melawati….alah…stadium konsert af…it also near to my PLK….so i dont have to travel all the way from kl to shah alam and back again to kl….rm20 per day…that what cost me everyday since i do PLK….now…the fuel price is up (again!)….it could cost more..so the solution is to live here in shah alam….the one thing that i will miss living here is lepaking with my friends at maju during night time….but kl and shah alam not that far just 45 mins away…i still could see them but not like before…not everynight….just the weekend…do i afraid living alone without my family??….well the answer is no…because i used to it…i lived alone in UK…in Hull for about a year when i was just 18….i lived there because i have to finish my a-level….living with those singaporean….ayoum, ados and tan….there were 10 years older than me….they bullied me like hell…but heck i survived that…i think that period was my best time in life…i kept my hair long…my weight was ideal for me…i was the talking point in Hull College because i was the most wanted bachelor…yeahhhhhhhh…that was then….that my golden day like i used to said that was ‘tahun gemilang aku’…..now is different….i’m different….then studying my diploma in perak…sri iskandar…the place that no one want to go…but i choose there instead of shah alam…..why???…because i want to live alone again….now i alone again…here by myself with my rent house soon…cant wait for that….new life…new chapter…but still i miss my mom’s cook….

Last night I had a fantasy-
A fantasy of me and you.
It seemed so incredibly real,
I almost thought it was true.

We were walking along the ocean shore,
And the wind blew against my face.
Slowly you put your arms around me,
Next, I was wrapped in your embrace.

I turned around and looked at you,
My soul got lost in your eyes.
We just stood there by the ocean
Underneath the velvet sky.

You led me to a dock
And there we sat.
We talked and talked,
And giggled and laughed.

Then you just stared at me,
And whispered in my ear.
"I love you..." was that it?
It's something I've longed to hear.

The world felt like it had stopped moving,
And we were all by ourselves.
But suddenly I got dizzy all over
Just as the clock struck twelve.

My body shivered,
And I felt nothing but afraid and fright.
Where am I...? I wondered-
All alone in my room at night.

I wish those moments would go on,
Or maybe even become a part of reality.
Yet, I know that will never happen,
'Cause it is all just a fantasy.

today….i will start my new life…as a part time student….the new chapter of my life…i countinue my studying in Town Planning….people asked me so many time why i didnt do full time…do u have the energy to studying…when u going to go to library….well here are my answers…i want to do part time because i want money to came in not out…that the reason why…the money still came in if i do it part time studying…energy??…i hope i have the energy mentally and physically….i think i can do it…no doubt i can do it…everyone seem to said that …penat …jam….letih….yes i know that…but dont put me down….i could do it…so to all my friends….pray for my successful…hope that i could finish this studying on time….thanks…

yesterday…i finish reading my book…’The Family Ways’ by Tony Pearson…i have read all his books, One for My Baby, Man and Boy, Man and Wife…most of his books are about life…the life we live….he touch many aspects of life….example love, family, sex, pregnancy, divorce, cancer, death, and many more…the way he wrote all those books sounded so real….it makes me wondering is this a fiction or non-fiction story…i read many novels by various authors….Ken Follet is the first author that make me so interest in novel…but after 3 novels from him i started getting bored with his story…so i start to read Jeff. Archer….’Shall I Tell The President?’…is another novel that i read more than 3 times….Jeff. Archer tell a story about a president is going to be assassination in 3 days by a senator and just only one person and the head of FBI know the assassination…and Jeff. Archer use Ed. Keneddy as the president…the brother of JFK…that really interest me….after Archer i started to read John Grisham…at first i thought it was good…i know how the law work…judges, juries, lawyer etc…but after i read about 5 novels i started to get bored….same theme…then he published a book called ‘The Bleaches’…a story about a dying american football coach…at last a different theme but for me the story is very dissapointing…then i try various writer and i saw a cover that so simple…so i bought it and that how started to read Tony Pearson book…the cover of One for My Baby is so simple and u didnt expected that the book is damn good…to Tony Pearson…man… u so good better than the Archer…the best story teller ever…apart from englsih i also read malay novel…yup yup called me jiwang whatsoever…but for me u must balance english and malay…so far the best malay novel is pergilah sepi by fauziah nawi…if u want to start to read malay novel…that the novel u should buy first…

Tony Pearson once wrote in his book…love messed up my heart….hmmm..that sound deep..and that how i feel right now…

We’re the guys who love you truly and deeply.

We’re the guys who can give you whatever your heart desires.

We’re the guys who can pleasure you immensely, if only you look beyond our appearance.

We’re the guys who tell you how beautiful you are every other second.

We’re the guys who know exactly what to say in every situation.

We’re the guys who write those poems you love, and who you wish you knew.

We’re the guys you don’t notice or who you shun whenever you pass us by.

We’re the guys who you roll your eyes whenever we have the courage to say, "hi."

We’re the guys whose hearts break when you don’t want to dance.

We’re the guys whose personality you love and wish would be in Brad Pitt’s body.

We’re the guys who know exactly where every spot is and know how to touch it.

We’re the guys who ACTUALLY think about you all the time and ACTUALLY miss you.

We’re the guys who make the money even though you say you don’t care.

We’re the guys who spend half our money on you only because you’re you.

We’re the guys who want you to be happy and never be sad.

We’re the guys who want to massage you so YOU feel good, not so WE feel good.

We’re the guys who can’t wait for your phone call or can’t wait to call you.

We’re the guys you’re looking for when your boyfriend hits you or yells at you.

We’re the guys you’re looking for when you need someone to talk to.

We’re the guys you’re looking for when you need someone to cry on.

We’re the guys who are waiting by our lonesome for you to come to your senses.

We’re the guys who make you laugh at all the perfect moments.

We’re the guys who don’t care what you wear… either way you’re beautiful.

We’re the guys you think are pointless because of the way we look.

But no matter how bad you treat us and hurt us… We still KNOW… Woman is the most precious thing in the universe.

kuti ask me to understand and hafal this song… dont ask me why….maybe that what she feel right now…kesian dia…so here is the song..i’m not a misha omar fan….i only heard this song three times in a row in deris’s car ….itupun kena paksa oleh kutikura….this song is for a person who been through hell with their partner and end up with break-up….i’m not a jiwang person…but a music lover….the melody is good …..the lyric is so deep…the way she sing this song very emotional suitable with the melody…coincidence the song have been given to Idayu to sing this weekend on Akademi Fantasia….that trigger me to listen to this song…now i want kuti to search this song ad understand it by the beatles….it called "let it be"…..my song to you….peace

Tiada Lagi Tangisan - Misha Omar

Kini telah lama kita berpisah
Rintihan asmara kian berubah
Tiada lagi mengharap
Tiada lagi belai manjamu
Semua telah berakhir

Ketenangan hidup menyinariku
Keperitan cinta telerai sudah
Tabahkan hati luka nan berduri
Ku mengenali siapakah diriku yang sebenarnya

Tiada lagi tangisan
Tiada lagi airmata
Membasahi jiwa luka
Yang tinggal hanya memori duka

Semuanya diduga
Pertemuan kali ini
Tak akan berkekalan
Berakhirlah istana bahagia

Biarkan daku hidup keseorangan
Tak perlu lagi cinta yang menghiris luka
Titisan airmata kini kekeringan
Tak perlu menabur kasihmu

Dan kini tertutup jendela harapan
Kau yang menanti ke pangkuan aku
Semua takdir yang telah ku temu
Dan ku bina segalanya tanpa mu

yesterday, i went to movie and watch batman begin with my mates….christopher nolan’s take on the dark knight’s origins is so different from the previous films that the inevitable cliché about comparing apples and oranges would arise……..forget those wussy things – this is a durian…….and by that, I don’t mean that it stinks, but that it is indeed the king of fruits…….. in this fan’s humble opinion, it is the best of the batman films, spitting on the high camp of the last two outings and respectfully declining to travel the quirky route of tim burton’s beloved contributions…..once again, like in the comics of the 1980s and beyond, this knight is a dark and stormy one……as the title indicates, the film depicts bruce wayne’s quest for justice and his battles against his innermost fears during his early adulthood, and his return to gotham city as its defender…….batman begins juggles a batboat-load of stuff: the origin! the demon ra’s al ghul! the scarecrow!…… crime, rampant corruption and boardroom treachery in gotham!……escaped lunatics in the streets!a plot to destroy the city! old flames and old fears! a devious twist!……………nolan keeps things moving, deftly vaulting from one element of the story to another, until we get to that part of the tale which in more corn-fed times might be labelled “the end ? and the beginning”……..and then perhaps, like me, you will hate that it has to end……….. an A-grade cast without “blockbuster” stars, a script that develops the central character well, and some really cool action sequences are already good enough……… better yet, the movie treats the viewer’s intelligence with respect and maintains a tight grip on its own dignity………wholly rejuvenated franchise, batman!

tuesday, 14th june….yesterday all of us (me, bara, deris and kuti) went to genting…yes yes…we applied our annual leave…. no mc or el…i woke up late…kuti started to ring each one of us to make sure we be ready and doesnt miss our bas…our journey started 9am at terminal putra…naik bas sampai ke gohtong jaya and naik cabel car to genting….in cabel car we started make joke…gajah gajah gajah~~~ (sambil buat gaya sin chan)…..so we arrived at the theme park around 10:30 i guess….terus beratur naik benda tinggi tu…makk aiiii…takut beb…tgk muka budak2 naik tu takut….deris sampai separuh mati aku tengok dia…ish ish ish kesian dia….lepas tu main go-kart mau sejam juga lah beratur tunggu turn…so we started to race….actually no…bawa go kart pelahan sebab nak ambik gbr…haha…naik roller coster pulak….naik ngan bara..kuti dengan deris kat depan….bara non-stop screaming nama… ."baid…baid…aku tak nak naik "….hahaha…. orang menjerit dia membebel….i was quiet because i was holding the thing dearly…yelah yealah..takut sebab tu tak menjerit control senyap….ahahha..next was buaian only bara and kuti je main…aku ngan deris have enough…deris ambik gbr and i was watching bara with his mouth open…muka cuak…baid pula..dia tu hantu….semua benda nak naik yang superman tu pun nak naik…badan je kecik….kaki je pendek….tapi berani gile…after lunch hujan…most of the game stop….so we waited for the rain to stop…then we played bumper boat…mula tak nak naik takut basah…dah le sejuk….but dah kena paksa …so naik le langgar boat sambil ambik gambaar…last2 seluar baid basah…hahahah..padan muka kuti….our last ride was the dragon….after that naik cabel car turun balik ke gohtong jaya around 7:15….catch the bas around 7:45 arrived back in terminal putra 8:15….afterward we have our dinner in sri gombak…dah lapar makan pun sedop….sampai rumah je terus mandi and have a nice early bed…cannt wait for our next holiday trip to rendang pulak this august….here some more pictures

I love a girl, oh, so much,

I love her soft, tender touch,

Her soft lips, beautiful eyes,

Glistening off the morning sunrise,

We watch the sunrise and the sunset,

But this girl I’ve never met,

In my dreams she is so real,

It’s just the way she makes me feel,

If I could meet a girl like this,

Her every move I would not miss,

This girl would be, Oh, so sweet,

Holding my hand, walking down the street,

She could tell me she loves me,

In front of her friends,

Saying what we have will never end

But if it does, we’ll stay together

Just as friends always and forever,

This is the girl I want forever,

If you can find her,

Tell her… I love her.